Utterances and Testimonies of Christ in the Beginning-The Forty-sixth Utterance
If you sincerely expend and offer yourself up for Me I will surely protect you until the very end; My hand will surely hold you so that you are always at peace and always joyful and every day you have My light and revelation. I will surely double My blessings upon you, so that you have what I have and possess what I am. That which is given within you is your life, and no one can take it from you. Don’t bring trouble on yourself or get depressed; within Me there is only peace and joy. I sincerely love you, you child who sincerely heeds and obeys Me. Those I hate most are the hypocrites and I will certainly wipe them out. I will eliminate all flavor of the world from My house, and eliminate all those things that I cannot bear the sight of.
Within My heart I know exactly who sincerely wants Me and who does not. They may disguise themselves well and put on a clever guise, and it could even be said that they are the best actors in the world, but I see clearly all that they hold within their hearts. Don’t think I don’t know what is in your heart; in reality there is no one who understands you more clearly than I. I know what is in your heart; you are willing to offer yourself up for God, expend for God, only you do not wish to use sweet talk to make others rejoice. You must realize that today’s kingdom is not built by the strength of man, but is successfully built entirely using My myriad wisdom and painstaking effort. Whosoever possesses wisdom and what I am within them will have a share in the building of the kingdom. Worry no more, you are always worrying yourself sick, with no regard for the revelation or the illumination of My will within you. Do not do that any longer. Fellowship more with Me about any matter to avoid suffering from your own actions.
Maybe on the surface it looks as though I am lukewarm to everyone, but do you know what I think inside? I am always raising the humble up high, and always bringing down those who are the self-conceited, self-important. Those who do not understand My will will suffer great loss. You must know that this is what I am, it is My disposition—no one can change it, no one can understand it thoroughly. Only through My revelation can you understand, otherwise you will not understand it thoroughly either; don’t be arrogant. Though some people may speak well, their hearts are never loyal to Me, always contradicting Me in secret; I will judge this kind of person.
Don’t just focus on taking your cue from others, you should pay attention to My bearing and My manner. Only in this way will you gradually come to grasp My will; your actions will then conform to My will, and you will make no mistakes. Don’t weep or be sorrowful; I see clearly all that you do, all your behavior and all that you think, and I know your sincere desires and wishes; I will use you. Now is a crucial time, the time to test you has arrived. Have you still not seen? Have you not yet perceived? Why do I take such an attitude toward you? Do you know? I have revealed these things to you and you have a little insight. But don’t stop—continue to press on with your entry and I will continue to enlighten you. Have you realized that the more you obey and heed Me, the brighter you are inside and the more revelation you have inside? And the more knowledge you have of Me and the more experience you get? Don’t always cling fast to your own conceptions as doing this will clog the flow of My living water and obstruct the carrying out of My will. You must know that to completely gain one person is not an easy matter. Don’t think in such a complicated way. Simply follow Me, and don’t reconsider!
from The Word Appears in the Flesh